Be not afraid of life..

Time and time again, I will find myself in a situation where it’s me against the rest of the world. I’m quite aware that this is just a feeling, but it’s not too good for my health. People will ask me, “why do you this?” or “you have better option”. Each time I’m in this kind of frame, the voices inside my head goes something like this..

Why am I here?
Because this is what I can do.
I don’t excel at academic.
I don’t excel at business.
I don’t excel at thousands of other aspects of my life.

But this is what I do best;
To care for others.
So others may smile.
So others may live.
So that glimpses of miracle can keep fueling energy to our lives.

To be honest, I’m still trying to figure out “why” for 22 years.
One certain individual certainly can’t understand it in 2 years.
And I’m not expecting you to understand any of this in a blink.